Friday, July 14, 2006
argh!!!i m so stressed up...not bcoz of my dance la...but bcoz of my own self...bcoz of my life...haiz...face - my father keep on telling me tat i luk worst...i noe la...dun hav 2 remind me...scars here n there...pimples here n there...wateva la...i juz dun understand y la...i noe i m nt pretty...juz dun remind me again la...make me stress sia...i wud always hear diz line "u r a girl...dunno how 2 take care of ur face ah???"wat sia...applied so many kinds of stuffs 2 try 2 get rid of d stupid scars away but i juz cant la...body - ppl keep on saying i m fat...i noe tat too la!!! babatz everywhere...u tink i wan 2 b like diz izzit?ugh...i noe tat i m heavy too...juz dun hav 2 add on la...ugh...hav 2 carry using forklift la wat la...!!!d more stress i bcum, d more i eat...so dun try 2 make me stress even more la...even i excercise or even walk 2 sch everyday, i wud nt make a diff la...my weight is very constant...juz cant loose weight...always gain oni...ugh...y muz my life b like diz???cant juz ppl accept me d way i m???cant they juz dun compare me wif otherz???cant they make me feel happy???cant they juz stop commenting on how i luk n stuff???ugh!!!so stressed up la...~HeavenlyDemonic~
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