ok i m back wif d updating of my blog...i told u diz wud b a long entry...

lets start wif on mon 6th nov...nothing much happened...only had training on tat day preparing 4 deepa raya...had no mood 2 do all my dance steps all out coz my stomach was in pain...haha...

d nxt day had my 2nd dry run...so tiring u noe...i dun hav enuf rez @ all...after a tiring day on mon, hav 2 go2 sch d nxt day n den hav dry run...can die sia if diz happens everyday...well...fatin brought her digicam on tat day so...d usual thing tat d RepFus3 galz wud do wich is cam whoring...hahaha...take pix her n there...haha...we juz luv d cameras...too stressed on tat day coz u noe y...coz i cant sing...juz recovered frm my sick den i hav 2 sing...wat sia...den furthrmore on tat day i had 2 take 2 parts...1 is adila's part n 1 is my part wich is dam high pitch la...cannot make it sia...made a fool out of myself on tat day...went totally out of pitch...haiz...den practiced n practiced but still cant get it everytime i sing wif d music...haiz...den i decided 2 exchanged parts wif Daniel...haha...so he took my part n i took his part wich is originally adila's part...haha...den after d dry run had practice wif raudah, zul, fir n dan...adila waas nt ard coz she din cum 2 sch...tiring sia...practice my pitching wich is sooooo bad...haiz...den practiced on stage wif position n so on...raudah was excited coz she learnt malay dance once again...haha...

wed...done nothing...juz sat @ hm...u noe how tired m i...lucky on tat day i was not schooling...if nt i die la sia...cannot make it...too tired...practiced my singing @ hm...den memorised my dance steps...haha...juz too nervous 4 d show d nxt day...hehehe...

9th november 2006...haha...my 2nd bro's bday...wakakakaka...lolx...yeah it was my bro's bday bday...haha...n ihad 2 make performance @ sch...haha...den woke up @ 5am n woke my bro up 2 wish him a happy bday la...hahaha...my family juz likes 2 do tat...hahaha...den went 2 take a shower n den had breakfast n went 2 sch...reached sch n quickly helped out d juniors wif their makeup n all la...proceed 2 collect d items frm ms connie's desk...@ 1st tot of wearing d 'baju' tat i brought 4 my singing item la coz i tot our dance item's 'baju' was nt nice...but i din realise wen all d accessories r put together wif d costume, it was dam nice la...so i changed my mind n wear my costume instead...wakakaka...den proceed 2 d agora 2 prepare ourselves...haha...took so many pix...haha...den practiced singing once again wif raudah, ad, zul, fir n dan...haha...using mic summore...haha...lucky my voice was nt having problems...but it still sounded funny...i hate it...nt nice @ all...d event started at 11.30...1st up was d lion dance...i dunno wat d hell is d link 4 lion dance n deeparaya sia...lion dance is 4 chinese new yr la dey...stupid...10 mins summore sia their performance...nxt was d juniors of RepFus3...haha...their item was nice...slow n steady...haha...den it was d percussion ensemble...den d indian dance...after tat was another mcg item wich is d singing...i was darn nervous wen i was standing nxt 2 d stage waiting 4 our turn...den gt diz gurl wif camera came 2 take my pix...i dunno 4 wat but she keep on zooming here n telling me 2 stand here stand there...wat sia...ppl nervous already make me more stress wif diz piture taking...haha...wen i was on stage i was really2 nervous...but luckily i din 4get my lyrics...haha...den finished my item den gt another grp singing...haha...dan, aza, zul n i dunno hu else...dunno d names la...haha...den after tat was d fashion show...wich is kind of boring la...haha...d music played was dam boring...den after tat was d indian singing...boring...haha...den after tat was d dk guyz...power...haha...they were gd la...but nt soooo gd la...haha...nt standardized...nt strong enuf in their muvments...hehe...well commented frm experience mah...haha...wen d dk guyz were up...we were like standing @ d side getting ready...n my heart goes thup thap thup thap again...nervous once again...haha...whole area was full of ppl once again la...haha...den after tat was our turn...haha...died la...haha...soooooo tired...coz d dance was soooooooo faz...but long...hahaha...my legs r in pain sia dancing on d floor n nt on stage coz u noe y...d stage was dam small la...sooooooo many ppl was looking...haiyo...haha...den after tat took a MCG pix together...n i din realise tat MCG is such a big grp...hehe...den after tat went 2 eat coz theres was a buffet prepared 4 all d performers...hehe...so eat n eat n eat...n take pix n take n take...haha...den stayed in sch 4 a while coz dun wanna go hm tat early den went 2 causeway pt 2 buy our instructor's bday prezzie...after tat went hm...

d nxt day...MY BIRTHDAY...10TH NOVEMBER 2006...hehehe...well...my cuzzies was d 1st ppl 2 wish me...but den Suria was d 1st fren coz he wished me a day b4...wakaka...advance 1...hehehe...den as my family's usual routine...they woke me up @ 5pm juz like my bro juz 2 wish me a happy bday la...den woke up n gt ready 4 sch...so suay...gt ut on tat day...haiz...so went 2 sch...den in class...Eugene juz hav 2 blurt out tat it was my bday on tat day 2 d whole class...hmph...haha...den after tat shockingly saw su darlz outside my class...haha...den saw ad n fad darlz outside too...haha...den they came in n wished me a happy bday n also gav me a present...soooo swit...n i realise tat my dance members juz luv 2 buy bodyshop gifts...haha...den sat 4 my ut...haiz...so stress sia wif d paper...hmm...den went back hm wib fad n ad la...but i din realise tat they gt a surprise 4 me...tat bought a small brownie n placed 1 candle on d brownie...hehe...bday cake of mine...so swit of dem...hehe...den proceed back hm...so i din saw anything on d table or anywhere in my room...but den i realised tat my bed was i a huge mess la...den cleaned up my bed n saw a prezzie on my bed...hehehe...it was frm my bro n his fiancee...hehe...so bad of him 2 make a mess out of my bed...n i was triple happy wen i opened d prezzie...guess wat...he gav me a digicam...wooooohooooo...yay me...sooooooo happy on tat day 2 receive such sweet prezzie...n also tat day was also my nephew's bday...my very 1st nephew on my dad's side...i m an auntie again...haha...n i hafta celebrate wif him on d same day...haiz...y does he hafta b borned on my bday...haha...now i hafta share bday wif him...hmph...but nvm tink of d positive side tat no1 will 4get my bday haha...=P...i was soo happy 2 receive swit surprises frm my darlz n oso my bro...haha...

11th november 2006...went raya outing wif my dearest dance members...hehe...had soooooo much fun wif dem...met d ppl living in d west n in woodlands @ woodlands...fad was d 1st 1 2 arrive...haha...i was 2nd...wawa was 3rd...lala was 4th n sarlina was laz as usual...ahaha...den went 2 tampines...1st stop was our instructor's hse...haha...ate so much food @ his hse...confirm put on weight sia going frm hse 2 hse n eat...haha...d bus tat we rented came 2 pick us up frm there...den proceed 2 fareed's hse...wich is @ bedok...frm tamp was supposed 2 go 2 another tampines hse but den fareed's parent wanna go out so we hafta go there 1st...den frm his hse we went 2 husniyah's hse...wich is back 2 tampines...den proceed 2 sengkang...wich is ad's hse...den went 2 cikgu aliza's hse...wich is d most fun part of all...coz u noe y...we found out her secret...wich she has bin keeping frm us n we hav bin suspecting about it...hehe...we r juz very clever in getting secrets out of ppl...haha...den we proceed 2 yishun...wich is 2 kakak's hse...haha...den went 2 teck whye wich is fad's n sarlna's hse...hmmm...den after tat 2 d laz area...wich is woodlands...haha...frm lala's hse 2 jannah's 2 wawa den dwn 2 me...haha...mine is d very laz hse la...hehe...hmmm...all d way in d bus frm 1 destination 2 another we all sang songs in d bus...haha...den fareed came up wif a game 4 us 2 play @ moz of d hse...he followed d zoom thailand show...haha...so much crazy ideas...haha...den also we played continue d words of d songs game...haha...only me, ad, fad n fareed was active playing diz game coz d rez dun wanna play... d rez was only looking n listening...haha...den wawa n bedah n sarlina joined in...haha...coz they were bored too...haha...took many pix 4 diz outing too...haha...

12th november 2006...d sadest day of my life...but lets bt go 2 d sad part yet...woke up @ 4am...2 get ready 2 go 2 sch...was suppose 2 hav a training @ 5.45am in sch coz we hav 2 put in our makeup @ 7...den there was no training @ all coz every1 came very late...haha...wen i was putting on my accessories my instructor keeps on disturbing me sia...wich makes me super stress on tat day...den went 2 d toilet 2 sit there n do my laz minute editing of myself...wakaka...editing sia...haha...coz too stressed sitting in d rm la wif my instructor talking much...den proceed 2 d place...n u noe wat...d place is soooooo terribly bad...o juz hate it la...d stage was dam small...d place does nt luk like a gd place coz itz juz under d hdb blk sia...it is sooo tat bad la...ugh...i wonder y r we always invited 2 diz kind of event n nt d grand2 event...hmph...den celebrated wawa's bday on tat day...lala's bf brought d bday cake tat we ordered...den had d food given 2 us la...buffet style...so ate so much...haha...took pix as per normal...haha...went hm feeling really tired la...cannot thn la...fell asleep on d chair...haha...now d sad part...my family n i was watching tv la @ ard 6pm...we were too engrossed wif d tv la...hmmm...den my bro went 2 d toilet n as usual like he always do...he will always call my pet n go in d toilet...wen he went out of d toilet he tried 2 call my pet cat again la...den he realise tat she does nt respond 2 him...her body was nt muving n her ears r nt twitching @ all...my bro tried 2 poke her n realised tat sumthing is wrong...so my bro asked my dad if is it true tat she is gone...den i was like...dun utter rubbish la...den my mum went 2 d kitchen 2 try n check it out la...den my bro pulled d towel tat she was lying dwn on here n there n there was no response frm her...my mum den said it was true tat she's gone la...den again i say dun utter rubbish...den my dad went in n check...den he too said d same thing...i was speechless la wen i saw my dad holding her...her body was soooooo stiff...nt muving @ all...my dad told me tat her stomach is very flat already...n she is nt breathing animore...i was really super speechless @ tat time...i sat dwn @ d couch wif my sis @ d opposite couch n nt talking @ all...while my dad, bro n mum manage her...it was exactly dusk wen we realise it...wen i was sitting @ d couch my tears starts 2 roll dwn my cheeks la...i tot i m strong enuf but den i m nt...i was too sad liao...i juz cant believe tat my beloved cat is gone...i juz cant stop crying...my dad n bro brought her body 2 my late grandma's grave n buried it nxt 2 her grave...my mum, my sis n me juz cant stop d tears frm rolling dwn our cheeks la...we were very extremely sad over it...den my mum's cousins came over la...it was exactly 2 d wrong time 4 dem 2 cum ova 4 hari raya visit...hmmm...well wat 2 do...we juz hav serve dem wif our red swollen eye due 2 all d crying...well...i tink i dun wanna talk anymore or i will cry again n my eyes wil b swollen again...

13th nov...i hav no mood @ all in class after wat had happened d day b4...i wasnt myself @ all...my clothes were nt as wat i used 2 wear...as in i m very sloppy...i wore my nerdy sec sch glasses n oso my hair were nt tidy @ all...my frenz keep telling me tat i wasnt myself tat day...hmmm...ya i noe i wasnt myself...coz my mood is really super low...haiz...
2day...my mood was up bit la...manage 2 make sure tat my clothes r nt sloppy...my hair is neat etc...den after sch went 2 gelare wif zoh...a bday treat frm zoh...hahaha...wooohooo...ice cream...bt my throat is in pain...super pain...but heck care...i gt 2 eat ice cream...yum yum...hehe...i haven upload d pix tat i took so i wun post it here but will post it @ my multiply page...so do luk @ it there...hehe...

ok la...till here den...TTFN...

~May my cat's soul rest in peace~